mimi-chan

2009-04-08T07:53:00.000-07:00

please go to MY NEW BLOG <3

-Tong

so crazy.

2009-04-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I really think I'm psychotic.

OMg, what if I become the next Virginia Woolf??!

!!!

NO.

20 questions

2009-04-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

Biography

Full name: Tong Meng

Name backwards: gnem gnot

Am i named after someone: No

Meaning of name: I'm not too sure.

Nickname: Tong

Screen name: !Tong Supercalifragilistikexpialidocious

Date of Birth: 19th January 1993.

Place of Birth: Hunan, China.

Nationality: China/Singapore.

Current location: Singapore

Horoscope: Capricorn

Religion: None

Height: 170 cm

Weight: PRIVATE&CONFIDENTIAL

Shoe size: Same as TJW. I think 5 1/2?

Hair colour: Black

Eye colour: Brown

Who do i like: Angelina Jolie. Haha.

Leftie or rightie: Rightie, though I tried writing with the left hand before (during which time my hand was fractured.)

Gay, straight, bi or others: Striaght

Best friends: My imaginary friend, margarate.

Best friend I trust most: My sister. Simply because she is so retarded ((:

Favourite pals: A bunch.

Best friend from opposite sex: None.

Best buddies: A bunch.

Boyfriend or girlfriend: None.

Crush: None.

Parents: TWH & LH

Worst enemy: I am shy and quiet. I talk to strangers. I love Discovery channel. I talk crap, apparently.

Favourite online guy: None.

Favourite online girl: None

Craziest friend: WY!

Advice friend: TJW. Very motherly.

Person i cry with: I don't cry. Not once. Okay, once in p5 after I scored like 53 for a math test. But that was the only time I cried in front of anybody. I think?

Any sisters: Jing.

Any brothers: None

Any pets: My sister.

Any disease: Except a fractured right wrist, severe myopia, chronic coughing, an ear-throat surgery, and problematic knees (my guess is I suffer from premature rheumatism), I am basically fine.

Pool or hot tub: I hate pools, so I would prefer hot tubs.

A car: None

My personality: I am very cynical of life and will probably marry at the age of 40. But then again, maybe not. Perhaps I will hold my wedding underwater and name my children Mani and Pedi.

Whats missing: My front tooth.

School: Nanyang Girls' High School. Otherwise the-girl-school-where-everyone-wears-white. Not funny, I tell you.

Bed colour: I hate 2 beds. The queen size one is marron, the single one is green. Pale green.

Relationship with parents: Okay

Believe in myself: Fine.

Believe in love at first sight: I don't think so.

Good listener: I don't think so. I'm high selective.

Want to get married: Guess so. I'm very family-oriented.

Like to drive: I'm not sure.

Motion sickness: Not really.

Eat stem of brocolli: Yeah.

Dream in colour: I don't quite remember.

Sleep with stuff animals: I sleep with my sister.

Dream car: Porsche. I like her specs line. Very post-modern. Yes, being sarcastic.

Dream date: On a beach with George Clooney. Just kidding.

Dream honeymoon spot: Not thought of it. Maybe mount Everest.

Dream husband or wife: Yamapi.

Bad time of a day: CCA.

My worst fear: To get some weird diseases and having to amputate my limbs.

Worst feeling: Disappointment.

Those in bold are true about me!

I miss somebody right now.

I do not watch tv these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I have tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I curse.

I'm totally smart.

I've broken someone's bones. (Actually, I broke my own bones)

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller ID.

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (I am currently high on blood sugar)

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

Enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop than eat.

I don't hate anyone.

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before. Twice.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I have tried alcohol before.

I own the South Park movie.

I would die for my best friend.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I am happy at this moment!

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I study for tests most of the time.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (??)

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausages.

I adore bright colours.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

I have jazz in my blood.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I wear a toe ring.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I have been to over 15 conventions. (??)

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

Questions

1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Guess so.

2.What song describes your relationship status?
Single ladies??

3.How much does your dog weigh?
IDK. Never had one.

5. Ever waxed your legs?
No.

6.Earrings or necklaces?
Necklaces.

7.Who have you talked to most today?
TJW.

8.What is the oldest message in your inbox on your phone?
From Lignxin. Something about chemistry.

9.Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you?
I'm not too sure.

10.Color of your shirt?
Navy.

11.How many years have you been taking a language?
Many.

12.Whos on speed dial 5?
None.

13.what color is your background on your computer mainly?
Blue.

14.Do you wish on 11:11?
Huh.

16. Are you a bad influence?
No.

17.What color are your eyes?
Dark Brown.

18.Would you rather have your name or your siblings name?
Mine. I like my name, TYVM.

19.Would you do anything for someone?
It depends.

20.Have you ever been called a #####?
Yeah.

21.Biggest success so far in life?
I learnt to talk and walk. Great achievement.

22.Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
Yes.

23.what song is on?
None.

24.Last time you didn't go to school?
I pon CCAs.

25. Are your grades good?
No.

26. Do you have any friends with benefits?
No.

27. Would you date anyone on your top friends?
No.

28. Does your best friend have a myspace/friendster?
Yes.

29. Whose page did you last visit?
My own.

30.Last time you went out to lunch?
I'm not too sure.

31. Would you rather be in a relationship that was a lie and be happy for a while or not be in it at all?
I don't mind. I get to be happy, right?

Questions

Your age in 8 months:
16.

Do you like Christmas?
No.

Is it your favorite holiday?
No. I prefer CNY.

Where is your birthmark?
I do not have any birthmark.

would you rather go on MYSPACE or talk on the phone?
Phone.

do you like talking on the phone in general?
Yes.

did you cook for yourself or did mom do the cooking?
Mom.

what are you doing on Halloween?
Nothing?

wearing a costume? if so, what?
Jack Sparrow. Haha.

do you consider "rap" music, or a bunch of effing noise?
Tentative.

what/who do you like to listen to?
Mostly Madonna and a bunch of others.

did you do alot of swimming this summer?
I can't swim.

have you ever done something to a good friend that jeopardized therelationship? Yes.

do you worry alot about something happening to your parents?
Used to. Not now. Not bothered. Couldn't care less.

what person is on your mind right now, for any reason?
Britney Spears. I wonder how she got so thin. Airbrushing?

who did you talk to last?
Jing.

what would you say is the most unique thing about you?
I like Thai food. Alot.

are you in a good mood today?
Fine.

what do you remember if you were really upset?
Trying to imagine the person dead and hope he rots in hell.

are you distracted easily?
Yes. Mainly because I have a highly selective hearing ability.

what would you say is your worst social habit? (in the way U treat people)
I don't look at people in the eys.

Who would you like to be stranded on an island with?
I'm not too sure.

Do you smile when you don't understand things?
Yeah.

Were you overprotected as a child?
Not really.

Questions

1. Would you marry for money?
Yes. If I'm desperate.

2. Have you had braces?
Never.

3. Could you live without a computer?
No.

4. If you could live in any past time?
No.

5. Do you drink enough water?
No.

6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off?
I wear slippers.

7. What are your favorite fruits?
Pomegranates and peaches.

What is your favorite place to visit?
Hunan.

9. Are you photogenic?
No.

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?

No.

11. Why did you take this survey??
I'm bored and lame.

12. Do you drink alcohol?
No.

13. What is the most beautiful language?
Chinese.

14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
How am I supposed to know since I am already asleep?

15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
Sunrise.

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
No. I'll be ugly and wrinkly.

19. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights?
I don't mind.

20. Do you believe in magic?
No.

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
Yes.

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
I have no idea.

24. Do you write poems?
No.

25. Do you snore?
No.

26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
Sides.

27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
Rottweiler.

28. Are you basically a happy person?
Yes.

29. Are you tired?

No.

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
No.

32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
3?

33. Do you get along with your parents?
Ok.

34. Do u smoke?
I feel strongly against smoking.

35. Do you have a cat?
No.

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
No.

37. What do you do when you're sad?
Frustrated, yes. Sad, rarely.

38. What do you need most now?
Tender loving care.

What song are you listening to now?
None.

40. What are you craving right now?
Tender loving care.

41. What is your current mood?
Nonchalence.

42. Honestly,what is on your mind now?
Nonchalence, really.

boys boys boys

2009-04-03T20:06:00.000-07:00

Hey there sugar baby
Saw you twice at the pop show
You take just like glitter
Mixed with rock and roll
I like you a lot lot
Think you're really hot hot

I know you think you're special
When we dance real crazy
Glam-aphonic, electronic, disco baby
I like you a lot lot
All we want is hot hot

Boys boys boys
We like boys in cars
Boys boys boys
Buy us drinks in bars
Boys boys boys
With Hairspray and denim
Boys boys boys
We love them!
We love them!

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh ,oh ,oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh ,oh ,oh

Baby is a bad boy
With some retro sneakers
Let's go see The Killers
And make out in the bleachers
I like you a lot lot
Think you're really hot hot

Let's go to the party
Heard our buddies' the DJ
Don`t forget my lipstick,
I left it in your ashtray
I like you a lot lot
All we want is hot hot

Boys boys boys
We like boys in cars
Boys boys boys
Buy us drinks in bars
Boys boys boys
With hairspray and denim
Boys boys boys
We love them!
We love them!

Boys boys boys
We like boys in cars
Boys boys boys
Buy us drinks in bars
Boys boys boys
Hairspray and denim
and Boys boys boys
We love them!

I'm not loose, I like to party
Let's get lost in your Ferrari
Not psychotic or dramatic
I like boys and that is that
Love it when you call me legs
In the morning buy me eggs
Watch your heart when we're together
Boys like you love me forever

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh ,oh ,oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh ,oh ,oh

Boys boys boys
We like boys in cars
Boys boys boys
Buy us drinks in bars
Boys boys boys
Hairspray and denim
Boys boys boys
We love them!

Boys boys boys
We like boys in cars
Boys boys boys
Buy us drinks in bars
Hairspray and denim
Boys boys boys
We love them!
We love them!

Boys boys boys
We like boys in cars
Boys boys boys
Buy us drinks in bars
Boys boys boys
Hairspray and denim
Boys boys boys
We love them!
We love them!

No, I am not boy crazy. But the song is fun.
Who needs boys when you have GAGA?

((:

2009-03-29T00:09:00.000-07:00

This is crap.

PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSt.

I have to do 15 more hours of CIP!

O:

Somebody help me please!!

I<33333yijeong.

stuck with each other

2009-03-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

Shontelle ft. Akon - Stuck with Each Other
Confessions of a shopaholic

You can think you can get free
You think you won’t need me
That you’re gonna get you somethin’ better
But you know that we’re in this forever
And you can think you can walk out
Even with your doubts
But you know that we’re in this together

You can try to push me from you
Nothing you do will keep us a part

Cause it’s too late, there’s no escape
Might as well face it, baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain’t nothin you can do about it
It’s been too long, it’s been too strong
Cause we belong here
Baby, we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Yeah
Now I can say that I would not care
If you were not there
Tell myself that I’ll be fine without ya
but I would die if I was not around ya
and I can try to convince you
I don’t need to be with you
But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya
What can I do, love is like glue
There’s no way to
Tear us a part

Cause it’s too late (too late, too late)
There’s no escape, might as well face it
Baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (with each other)
Ain’t nothin i can do about it
It’s been too long, it’s been too strong
Yes, we belong here
Baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (stuck with each other)
stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)
Song words are provided by Geniusbeauty.com

There’s nothing i’d rather do
Than to sit with you forever
Can’t think of nothing better
Than to be stuck with you

Cause it’s too late, there’s no escape
Might as well face it
baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain’t nothin we can do about it
Oh yeah

Cause it’s too late, there’s no escape
Might as well face it
baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain’t nothin I can do about it
It’s been too long, it’s been too strong
Yes, we belong here
baby, we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(Stuck in love with each other)

Cause it’s too long, it’s been too strong
Yes we belong here
baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other

Cause it’s too long, it’s been too strong
Yes we belong here
baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
Stuck in love with each other

Ain’t nothin gonna stop me and you eh
Cause you know we just stuck like glue eh

Ain’t nothin we can do
We stuck in love with each other

ZAC EFRON

2009-03-27T22:14:00.000-07:00

I hate Zac Efron.

I don't care if he is the Prince Charming of 9 years old girls, or the wet dreams of 16 years old gays.

I HATE HIM.

He looks too plastic. Reminds me of Jude Law. But Jude Law was hotter. Until he hooked up with that nanny, that is. Now, his IQ just dips lowers while his hairline gets higher.

Anyway, I don't understand why so many people find him devastatingly, heart wrenchingly breath taking. He is just another frat boy waiting for his shot in becoming the next Brad Pitt.

Poseur.

Oh, and the poster for 17 again is like a carbon copy of Kurosagi. I mean, just look at the similarities:

I think Yamapi is hotter. Ha.

Lucy in the sky with diamonds.

2009-03-27T21:44:00.000-07:00

I finally got my Internet back! Hooray! I'm so happy ((:

Anyways, there is quite a number of things I have to accomplish these days. But I have done none so far. For example, I think the book reflection for Chinese SIA should be due quite soon, yet I have read no book of significance. I am still stuck in the frivolous-flighty-fun-mystery/teen- books stage. In addition, I need to revise for SPA SKILL 2 and -sigh- a dozen quizzes. But I am not doing anything so far. Have not hit the books yet. Very sad indeed.

I am very anxious about the HCL BT. I am scared that I will flunk both papers. Which really is a morbid thought, considering that HCL is the only subject that I am remotely okay at.

I want to go eat mango now. Byebye.

TOOOOOT

2009-03-25T00:30:00.000-07:00

Sorry girl but you missed out,
Well tough luck that boy's mine now.
We are more than just good friends,
and this is how the story ends.
Too bad that you couldn't see,
see the man that boy could be.
There is more than meets the eye.
I see the soul that is inside.

He's just the boy,
and I'm just the girl.
Can I make it anymore obvious?
We are in love,
haven't you heard?
How we rock each other's world.

I am feeling very, very bored. Jingwen and Wangyue both left )): I am stuck here doing Language Arts because internet at home is just hopeless.

I am the only one in class now. Oh, here comes Regina.

Okay, this is a song I like a lot. If you seek Amy (the intended effect is to say it like F-U-C-K ME). The MV is kind of weird. But the song is pretty good ((:

Lyrics:

Lalalalala

Oh baby baby
Have you seen Amy tonight?
Is she in the bathroom
Is she smokin' up outside
Oh

Oh baby baby
Does she take a piece of lime
For the drink that I'm gonna buy her
Do you know just what she likes
Oh

[Refrain:]
Oh Oh
Tell me have you seen her
Because I'm so
Oh
I can't get her off of my brain
I just want to go to the party she gonna go
Can somebody take me home
Ha ha he ha ha ho

[Chorus]
Love me hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are
begging to If You Seek Amy
Love me hate me
But can't you see what I see
All of the boys and all of the girls
are begging to If You Seek Amy

Lalalalalala

Amy told me that she's gonna meet me up
I don't know where or when and now they're closing up the club
Oh

I've seen her once or twice before she knows my face
But it's hard to see with all the people standing in the way
Oh

[Refrain]

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
Oh
Say what you want about me
Oh
But can't you see what I see
Oh
Say what you want about me

So tell me if you see her
Let me know what she was wearing and what she was like
Cause I have been waiting here forever
Let me know when she going out
Oh baby baby
If You Seek Amy tonight
Oh
Oh baby baby
We'll do whatever you like
Oh baby baby baby
Oh baby baby baby

Lalalalalala
Lalalalalala

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

All of the boys and all of the girls are
begging to If You Seek Amy

BTW, Amy, your name has officially taken on a new meaning -.-

GCP

2009-03-23T21:19:00.000-07:00

So where should I go at the end of the year?

Maybe I am not going anywhere. Since I spent 1/4 of my last year overseas.

(:

surprise Jingwen!

2009-03-11T18:05:00.000-07:00

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homecoming

2009-03-08T20:51:00.000-07:00

Homecoming, I'm coming
My sweet mistake
Summer's over, hope it's not too late
I'm pacing, impatient
Up in my head
Taken back to the sidewalk where we met

And carved out our names
Do you remember that?

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I'm falling, falling apart for you

Descending, I'm spinning
Lost all defense
How could you swallow me again?
I left you, I meant to
Couldn't let you in
Never mind a single word I said

Carve out your name
Do you remember that?

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I'm falling, falling apart

You've got control of me
Is this the end of me?
‘Cause I just can't cut up the strings
I'm coming back for more
Don't let your heart go
Please don't walk away

Homecoming, I'm coming, I'm coming back

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I'm falling, falling apart
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I'm falling, falling apart

I thought I would post something related to the Graces camp, yet I found something so full of angst. Haha. But it is a nice song nonetheless. The lead singer is very hot <33 Oh, and FYI, it's a girl who sang the song, in case you are thinking how mushy it would be for a guy to sing about homecoming.

It is raining cats and dogs outside. I am desperate to get out of the house and grab something to eat. I just had a little fiasco at my sister's school just now, involving 3 utterly confused teachers, 1 utterly confused girl, and one utterly confused yours truly. Sometimes, it is great to be back in primary school again. All the bubbly energy and badly painted walls. I miss my youth )): I sit at home and complain about my sprained neck. And YES, my neck is still freaking painful. Reminds me of the lead actor's situation in the movie, Shutter. The ghost was sitting on his back all along. But it is a very freaky relation. I shall not brood on it any longer lest I scare the shit out of myself.

AH, I hate the weather. So unpredictable. I was hoping to eat Tom Yam!! Now I have to be stuck at home, knocking on the keyboards and feeling sorry for myself.

OKAY. I DON'T CARE. I AM GOING TO GO OUT. YAY.

2009-02-27T06:44:00.000-08:00

If you want me, a cherry on top,
The pick of the peck, The crème de la crop.
If you want me you better do better than that tonight.
Oh, Oh.

If you want me, it takes more than a wink,
And more than a drink and more than you think.
If you want me you're gonna have to break the bank, tonight.

'Cause some don't have the patience,
Some call me high-maintenance
But you pay the bill, 'cause, that's the deal.

If you wanna ride, just name your price,
And don't play cheap with your heart
Don't make a bet if you can't write the cheque, for me, for me.
'Cause I can be bought, but you'll pay the cost
If you can afford me

If you want me, I'm not a piece of ass,
A one night stand, a storage she'd
I think you better walk by, tonight
Oh, no.

If you want me, then stop begging
I don't put out for charity
If you want me there's no discount price tonight.

But I don't need your dollar bills
I just want something real
'Cause nothing's free, except a lovin' me

If you wanna ride, just name your price,
And don't play cheap with your heart
Don't make a bet if you can't write the cheque, for me, for me.
'Cause I can be bought, but you'll pay the cost
If you can afford me

If you want me, a cherry on top,
The pick of the peck, the crème de la crop

If you wanna ride, just name your price,
And don't play cheap with your heart
Don't make a bet if you can't write the cheque, for me, for me.
'Cause I can be bought, but you'll pay the cost
If you can afford me

If you wanna ride, just name your price,
And don't play cheap with your heart
Don't make a bet if you can't write the cheque, for me, for me.
'Cause I can be bought, but you'll pay the cost
If you can afford me

Katy Perry - If you can afford me

thinking of you

2009-02-27T04:58:00.001-08:00

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Katy Perry - thinking of you

I like this song a lot. She sang it very well.

2009-02-26T21:45:00.000-08:00

lalala

2009-02-26T02:25:00.000-08:00

I AM GOING TO SUE THE SCHOOL FOR GIVING US SO MUCH HOMEWORK.

someday.

dead is the new pink.

2009-02-24T02:42:00.000-08:00

The fruits beside me are rotting away.

Kind of ridiculous. And funny.

I am going nuts.

AHHHH.

endless.

2009-02-22T02:36:00.000-08:00

词:方文山
曲:周杰伦
编曲:钟兴民

机枪扫射声中我们寻找遮蔽的战壕
儿时沙雕的城堡毁坏了重新盖就好
可是你那件染血布满弹孔的军外套
却就连祷告手都举不好
硝烟中想起冰棒汽水的味道
和那些无所事事一整个夏天的年少
我放下枪回忆去年一起毕业的学校
而眼泪一直都忘记要掉
嘲笑的声音在风中不断被练习
这树林间充满了敌意
部队弃守阵地你坚持要我也离去
我也离去
我怎么能放弃
我留着陪你
强忍着泪滴
有些事真的来不及回不去
你脸在抽搐
就快没力气
家乡事不准我再提
我留着陪你
最后的距离
是你的侧脸倒在我的怀里
你慢慢睡去
我摇不醒你
泪水在战壕里决了堤
硝烟中想起冰棒汽水的味道
和那些无所事事一整个夏天的年少
我放下枪回忆去年一起毕业的学校
可眼泪一直都忘记要掉
嘲笑的声音在风中不断被练习
这树林间充满了敌意
部队弃守阵地你坚持要
我也离去
我怎么能放弃
我留着陪你
强忍着泪滴
有些事真的来不及回不去
你脸在抽搐
就快没力气
家乡事不准我再提
我留着陪你
最后的距离
是你的侧脸倒在我的怀里
你慢慢睡去
我摇不醒你
泪水在战壕里决了堤

This is such an old song. Nice, nonetheless.

no title.

2009-02-22T01:05:00.000-08:00

I SAW SOMETHING, I THINK, THAT I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO SEE JUST NOW.

YOU KNOW WHAT, I AM PISSED.

I AM VERY, VERY PISSED.

IN FACT, IF I COULD, I WOULD WANT TO SLAP YOU HARD ON THE FACE. ONCE. TWICE. OR MAYBE THRICE.

AND I TELL YOU, SILENCE DOES NOT EQUATE AN ABSENCE OF PROBLEMS.

JUST BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT ALL THIS TIME DOES NOT MEAN I AM NOT UPSET ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS.

JUST BECAUSE MY BEHAVIOR SOMEHOW MAKES ME SEEM LIKE A HEARTLESS BITCH DOES NOT MEAN I DO NOT HAVE THAT TORRENTIAL FEELING OF GUILT WITHIN ME.

I AM GOING TO MAKE YOU PAY. SO HARD, YOU WILL FORGET YOUR MOTHER'S NAME.

2009-02-22T00:05:00.000-08:00

My mother used to say that there are not strangers, only friends you haven't met yet. She's now in a maximum security twilight home in Australia.

- Dame Edna Everage.

I have my personal space.

I hate it when somebody barges into it without asking me.

I have my private conversations.

I hate it when somebody insists on creating interruptions.

I am not your keeper. Nor are you mine. I prefer we keep a distance between each other.

Some people hold on desperately to their friends. Whether for popularity, or because of insecurity. Maybe even to satisfy that twisted sense of attachment.

They cling. They possess. They do everything to keep everyone.

I find this rather despicable. Won't you agree?

Forgive my blunt confessions. Or my unforgiving honesty.

My fingers are banging at the keyboard right at this moment. The frustration inside me is building up and spreading like a wild fire.

de.code

2009-02-20T06:51:00.000-08:00

I am not your tool.

Nor am I a platform for which you can express and demonstrate your sadness/loss/betrayal/whatever crap you are feeling.

And you don't have to treat me like an emotional rubbish bin. I don't like to deal with that extra dose of hormones.

Lately, I've been feeling extremely stressed, like I am drowning in a sea of over whelming feelings. But I don't know how to sort them out.

Without you, I'm already a heap of mess.

So baby, you are on your own.

Promenade in the sky

2009-02-10T03:00:00.000-08:00

"The sweeter the apple, the blacker the core. Scratch a lover and find a foe!"- Dorothy Rothschild Parker (1893-1967)

FILL THIS PART OUT IF YOU LIKE MEN.

About guys: Turned ON, OFF or OK

Is taller than you: On. Like duh. Except maybe Katie Holmes and Nicole Kidman, who will want somebody who is shorter than them? Apparently they have a fetish for shorter guys and their partners have an obsession with leggy girls. Seriously, what's the point when you have to look down at your man? That's so weird.
Dresses Gangster: Off. Eww.
Dresses Gothic: Ok. I don't mind. I don't really mind. Actually, I mind.
Dresses Skater: Ok
Dresses Emo: Sorry, but I'm not interested in an overload of emotions.
Dresses Preppy: Ok. But no above-the-waist tuck in's please. I'll kill you and kill myself.
Cuts themselves: Fine. But they can't cut me.
Has green eyes: On
Has blue eyes: Ok.
Has hazel eyes: Ok.
Has brown eyes: Ok.
Drinks alcohol: It really depends on the dosage.
Wears glasses: Ok.
Smokes cigarettes: YOU CAN GO AND DIE.
Plays sports: OK.
Calls you just to say hi: Ok.
Compliments: On. I think. But no weird/gross/plain psychotic stuff. I once heard about how some English royalty had some freak obsession with toes. The paparazzi caught him sucking his wife's uh, foot while she was tanning. I was mortified.
Good dancer: Ok.
Has piercings: Ok.
Wears jewelry: Ok.
Smiles when you walk in the room: On.
Has long hair: Depends on the length. I don't really fancy guys with hair touching their butts.
Has short hair: Ok.
Has curly hair: Ok.
Has brown hair: Ok.
Has Black hair: Ok.
Has dirty blonde: Ok.
Has Red hair: On.
Laid back: On.
Plays guitar: Ok.
Plays drums: On! So cool! I never had any rhythm myself, so I'll need somebody to fill the gap up. Plus it's good entertainment.
Plays piano: Ok.
He can draw: Ok.
Easily jealous: Off. Some girls like their boyfriends to be easily jealous. You know, sort of flattering in a twisted way. But I've heard a lot about crazy boyfriends hacking their girlfirneds' heads off. So it is not really a turn on.
Has a tattoo: Ok. Orlando Bloom has one on his stomach! Digressing here. The tattoo is quite stupid actually. Who draws a sun circling their belly buttons? So lame.
Has a tongue ring: Depends.
Has Lip Ring: ...idk.
Hugs from behind: On. Ok. Anything. Does it matter?
Kisses your neck: On. Probably. idk. Nobody did it before. Haha.

I think young girls like to do silly stuff sometimes. Catting, bitching, gossiping, fretting, mooning...all sorts of things. The activites seem so frivolous, so brainless sometimes, yet we always find joy in them. I like crapping with my dorm mates till the middle of the night. I like laughing with my friends over the silliest jokes. I like forgetting the most important issues, and remembering all the useless details. When you are young, life seem somehow meaningless.

However, it is also wonderful in many ways. We don't have to worry about another mouth to feed, and we need only to care about ourselves. We lead such carefree, innocent lives. Yet these are difficult to hold on. As age betrays us, somehow innocence fades away. Maybe that's why people plagiarize to climb the academic ladder. Stealing words. What a harsh term to use on a child. Nonetheless, we move on. What we did in our youth is nothing but blemishes of the past. It may never fade away, but we forget it with time.

I think it is sad whenever I think of what remains of my teenage life. But I can never stop time, so I have to move on. I've decided that as of today, I will cherish these 3 years we all have together and make the best out of it. Study hard, play hard, fall in love, fall out of love, sit for A levels, get into a good university... Laugh when you mean it. Cry if you feel like it. Let us fight for ourselves and those around us.

Today, I saw AIR PORK while boarding the bus at the Yishun bus interchange.

Actually, what I saw was his profile only, so I'm not sure if it was him, but I EMPHASIZE that there was a strong resemblance. I had wanted him to sit beside me, but alas, some uh, well endowed guy took the seat beside me instead (and he sat on my skirt, what the hell -.-), so I was quite annoyed. I told Yimeng about this incident, and she was so agitated that she kicked her chair -.- Apparently she is still head over heels into him, and felt extremely disturbed over the fact that she didn't get to see him. Oh well, she has to count her blessings that at the very least, no pink pres lookalike sat on her skirt for 45 minutes of the bus trip. I mean, it is not that bad a thing. Except a little distressing.

And I have to clarify one thing: I do NOT, by any chance, have a boyfriend whom I sleep with at night -.- Oh well, but the whole thing is quite funny. Esp. when Jingwen told me this afternoon. I can't stop laughing -.-

valentine's day preview

2009-02-09T00:59:00.001-08:00

I really hate school sometimes. Homework. Homework. And more homework. Assignments after assignments, projects after projects. If I am ever able to clear the load, it would be a miracle.

Plus, all the quizzes are piling up. I am so frustrated. Chemistry quiz. A possible biology quiz. And a math quiz sooner or later. If I fail another one again, I'm going to cry. Okay. Maybe not cry. Maybe I'll just sit there and stare off in space like some crazy old woman.

And my cough is not leaving.

AH.

I'm a walking disaster.

@$@#^%*)(_&^%$#_)(*&^%$#@

IH SIA

2009-02-08T02:07:00.000-08:00

IH SIA IS FINALLY OVER!!

I'M SO HAPPY I CAN CRY ((:

Thanks to Grace, Yimeng, Eli and Mel for accompanying me through the 2 years of its completion. I am glad that we pulled through this immensely grueling project. I hope Mackintosh give us a decent mark ;D

us against the world

2009-02-04T17:33:00.000-08:00

I put up my tagboard again! woohoo! But it's ugly. Ugh.

Us against the world

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days I'm not alone
If I'm holding you, you, you, you, you
And if it all end's; everybody in the world is gone
I'll be standing with you, baby

And if it's the last breath I take
I'll leave my kiss my with you
If there's a wall between us, baby
I know I'll break through

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world

Nothing's stronger now than you and I
Cuz your love is all I got
And this ain't never gon' stop
No, whoa
There's no distance here when we're apart
Come on in from the cold
Lay your head on my shoulder
Ride like a soldier
I'ma stay right here

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh (Repeat)

credit

{The academy is...} About a girl

2009-02-03T18:57:00.000-08:00

About a girl

One song about a girl
I can't breathe when I'm around her
I'll wait here everyday
In case she'll scratch the surface
She'll never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone...

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Credit

U R Man

2009-01-31T18:37:00.000-08:00

The Korean version of Meteor Garden is a must watch!! Kim Hyun Joong of SS501 is casted as Hanazawa Rui ((:

{Oh yeah, check out U R Man} It's a nice song.

WHY THE HELL DID THEY PUT THAT STUPID ACTRESS FROM THAT DUMB CHANNEL U SHOW AS THE FEMALE LEAD?

SHE IS FREAKING UGLY CAN??

PLUS HER LIPS ARE SO THIN THEY IRRITATE ME TO NO END.

Kagen no tsuki

2009-01-23T23:05:00.000-08:00

I started reading this manga, Kagen no tsuki just now.

Actually, I was quite deterred by it at first, because the cover of the book is so...morbid. However, upon closer inspection, I began to wonder why the female character would look like Nana so much. Then, after a look below the title of the manga, I realized that the author is actually Ai Yazawa. I never knew she drawn other mangas apart from Paradise Kiss and NANA.

I know that her stories always end up in either tragic deaths or sorrowful endings (look at how Ren turned out in NANA, so freaking sad please), yet I thought I would read it just for the sake of the rush.

However, as I delve deeper into the storyline of the manga, it is actually very moving. Probably the few mangas that actually have some content. Of course, the great drawings of the manga and the fantastic (but super duper uber sad) story owes to the great work of Ai Yazawa ((:

As I read on, I also discovered that the storyline of the manga resembles the synopsis of a movie with the same title that I've encountered upon a few years back.

The last quarter.

The leading actor who plays Adam in the movie is Hyde ( L'Arc~en~ciel).

It was just some random manga I've chosen to read to cure the boredom, yet coincidentally, it led me to remember the very movie that I've wanted to watch 5 years ago. I could recall being intrigued by its storyline when I first saw it been featured in the newspaper, yet no matter my eagerness, I did not manage to catch the movie in the theaters.

I think alongside It's a Boy Girl Thing and Penelope, it is one of the few movies I've really regretted not watching. Or not knowing. Of course, I would not know the quality of the movie, but the manga is good enough to make up for my regret.

Kagen no tsuki is a very sad story. And if there was some award for best short story, I think it would win hands down. Again, kudos to the great storyteller and manga-ka, Ai Yazawa. All her works are of superb quality (I can't say the same for their endings though. I HATE her endings).

Nana, by the way, is a great manga series ((: Too bad Nana the Movie is complete crap and the guy who plays Ren is simply ugly. But never mind, I don't mind such petty details.

Okay, I've started on a new manga. But Kagen no tsuki is stuck in my mind.

I am determined to check out the DVD of the movie!!!

LUNAR NEW YEAR!!

2009-01-23T18:13:00.001-08:00

My 2009 is not looking great after all. So far, I've already failed 3 quizzes (bio, maths and physics), and is on the dangerous road of slacking off.

But whatever for now. I want to enjoy the 4 days break ((; HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!

hope yall have fun during the holidays <3

keeps gettin' better

2009-01-04T04:53:00.000-08:00

This is how I hope my new year would turn out to be like: keeps gettin' better

NOT like the last days of 2008, when I screwed up my MP4, screwed up Lumix, and basically screwed up every electronic device I laid my hands on.

Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps gettin' better

Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips i'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring you're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me so sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps gettin' better

Hold on
Keeps gettin' better
Hold on
Keeps gettin' better

In the blink of an eye
In the speed of the light
I'll hold the universe up
And make your planets collide
When I strap on my boots
And I slip on my suit
You see the vixen in me
Becomes an angel for you

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps gettin' better

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps gettin' better

Hold on
Keeps gettin' better
Hold on
Keeps gettin' better

CREDIT

I desperately needs a new mp4. Preferably one with a textreader, video&photo viewer. I'm not very picky.

Maybe I should start saving up now. Yeehaw.

2008

2008-12-31T02:17:00.000-08:00

2008 Top 10

Being 15 years old. I want to be forever 15. Haha.
308'08 (: - Goofing around with Jingwen (BK!!), Yimeng (Who hearts KT), Yangyang, Wangyue (Cloud open, hehehe) and Yiping. One day when I get rich and famous and scored a hot and wealthy husband (AKA Mr. Never-going-to-exists), I will invite yall over to my Mcmansion and we'll laugh&gossip&cry&dowhatever until the crack of dawn. I will miss the days when Jingwen and Yimeng And I worry over the stupid, irritating, frustrating, pointless BIOLOGY SIA, and how a couple of towkays destroyed our marks. Haha. And I'll miss the days when Yangyang made me sit up/stand up straight, yadayada, and talk about how she resembles Yunho. Then, there are also the days when I sat beside Wangyue and we were slacking in class and letting our minds wander when we were supposed to be paying attention. And of course hanging with Yiping, watching movies, lalalalalala...
The earthquake.
The snowstorm in my hometown. - The power supply was cut off, and then water started flowing from the fridge. Flowflowflow...
2008 Olympic Summer Games <33 - The opening ceremony was brilliant, wasn't it? Although the lip synching thing was quite embarassing, and the way China grooms her champions is super harsh, I thought it was an unforgettable event. And Singapore finally won a piece of silver medal - after what, 40++ years? Yepyep. A very fruitful year indeed :D
BSP immersion program - Jingwen, Yimeng, Yangyang, Rania And Yunxin (: We had some pretty fun times huh? I'll cherish it forever (:
Quitting Japanese. - I think this is actually a wise decision.
Fated to love you! - What to say? It is thaat popular.
Washing dishes at home. LOL.
OBS - I <3>

2009 resolutions

Study harder. 75%!!
Do not pon CCA as frequently as in 2008. Haha.
Try to be more enthusiastic for PSL. Although, honestly speaking, I don't see the point.
Save money.
Be happy ((:
I'm going to ace my HMT 'O' LEVELS EXAM. And no, I'm not kidding. I think Chinese is the only thing I'm actually okay at, so I'll work my ass off and do myself proud (& Hopefully, my father buys me a notebook. Hehe.) Moreover, I cannot NOT ace it because then I'll have to take an extra subject in JC. Blah.

I hate this part

2008-12-21T01:48:00.000-08:00

We're driving slow
Through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear

Now we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know (i know) this is (this is) the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

Oh
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

Credit: Lyrics

twilight

2008-12-19T06:09:00.000-08:00

I watched Twilight today. Okay, so the actor was pretty hot, and the actress was well, pretty hot too. But it didn't make the film as impressionable as it would be. I mean, hello? This was supposed to be TWILIGHT, the movie I was looking forward to since the start of this year. Except for maybe Penelope, which I unfortunately missed due to serious lack of money (duh, I have just enough for 2 bowls of Tom Yam and a packet of Justea), yet the memory of the entire movie seemed so vague. Like I never watched it.

I don't know. Maybe because it was contentless much?

Seriously, I think I spent 1 hour plus just staring at the screen, watching how Bella Swan staring at Edward Cullen with that obvious I'm-lusting-after-you kind of look. And of course, how Edward stared right back like he was going to have a fit. Which really was kind of funny, although it wasn't meant to be.

Not that I didn't like the show. I did. It was just kind of uh, sloow/dumb/pointless? By mid-movie, I was popping bubblegum like mad and listening to the girls (AHEM) beside me coo over Edward Cullen. I guess that was supposed to be the intended effect. Girls lusting after Edward and guys lusting after Bella.

Except that Edward actor has quite a huge head in my opinion. Plus he had this crazy hairdo that made him look like Elvis Presley with a touch of Chicken Little. I mean, who even do that now? AND he seemed to be quite short. Not that he is short, but the visual impact isn't really there. I thought vampires are supposed to have really good body proportion. But whatever, I had too high an expectation. Sure, he looks good and all, but UNLESS it is Orlando Bloom acting, I don't think I will be dishing compliments soon.

I know I'm biased. And Orlando Bloom is oold, yadayada. But I like him anyway.

And Jacob seemed so... little boy. Like, he just got out of middle school or something. Jacob was supposed to be TALL and built, yet the actor was kind of scrawny and well, scrawny. Maybe he will develope in New Moon or something. Whatever. That will definitely leave some time for him to find those missing mucles.

UGH. And I just realized how SOON school is going to start. What makes it worse is that I have not finished a freaking piece of homework. I have been slacking BIG time ever since the China trip, and I'm totally not remorseful .I should be though, considering the amount of homework waiting to be done. Yet I'm still sitting here, typing away.

And I should get my point across that homework and festive seasons just do NOT go hand in hand. How do you expect me to finish anything when Christmas is just around the corner? Hello? It is supposed to be a season to be jolly, not a season to cram in late minute works.

Although I think I better start now or I will be facing the deadly wrath of the formidable Nanyang teachers.

Haha. Funny.

I made them sound like Ninja turtles or something. Tsk.

Oh, the Twilight OST is nice. I guess it makes up for all the movie's faults and whatnots.

Supermassive black hole by Muse :) This was the song they played during the baseball scene in the movie (Which was actually the most exciting AND memorable scene in the ENTIRE movie.)

Oh baby dont you know I suffer?
Oh baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?

You set my soul alight
You set my soul alight

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

You set my soul alight
You set my soul alight

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

CREDIT: Lyrics

dum dee dum

2008-12-17T21:10:00.000-08:00

Cuurently watching Marie Antoinette. Funny how the king and queen lived in luxury while the people are starving.

Anyways, hope Twilight will be good, though personally I think Edward is pretty ugly.

BUT IT'S BETTER IF YOU DO

2008-12-04T02:34:00.000-08:00

Xinghai had Sports events today!!! The gymnasium was bursting with Secondary Two students!!! Looks like everybody in this school is pretty sporty. Everybody was either cheering on their classmates or taking part in some form of a sports competition. Quite cool right? Hehe.

Of course I participated too :)))

I participated by talking and gossiping with the girls in the background. Blahblahblah about their complicated relationships and yadayada. Didn't know they are so fun :DDD They were super on about gossips and such. Everything was fun and interesting. Had a great time teasing Jingwen about Ah Wang and all her previous scandals. HAHA.

Wangyue and Yimeng were like, oogling at Cloud Open, some random guy from my class. Apparently he is quite popular among girls here in Xinghai. Ah. Little children and their little love stories. How sweet...

Actually I think it is quite nice to immerse here in Xinghai. The kids here are like, so young and cuuuute and adorable and PERVERTED. Fluffy and light and rainbow-y :) Again, brings out the cynism in me. Sigh. I hate being old.

Anyways, I salute everyone a song by Panic! at the disco :)

"But it's better if you do"

Now I'm of consenting age to be forgetting you in a cabaret.
Somewhere downtown where a burlesque queen may even ask my name
As she sheds her skin on stage
I'm seated and sweating to a dance song on the club's P.A.
The strip joint veteran sits two away
Smirking between dignified sips of his dignified peach and lime daiquiri

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

But, but I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

Praying for love and paying in naivety
Praying for love and paying in naivety, oh

Credit to: PANIC AT THE DISCO LYRICS

Spastic

2008-12-03T03:03:00.000-08:00

Woops. I just realized how spastic my previous posts were. They were like, what? 5 sentences max with plenty of smiley faces that were totally unnecesary? And they were super duper uber short with abolutely no constructive or otherwise comprehensive content.

I shall stop being a fantasizing/daydreaming/dillusional freak from now on and start publishing intelligent posts. Hurray :)

Oh. By the ways...

I am currently stuck in Suzhou, where the fields are green and the sky is blue and the water is clean and nice and pretty. (I am flying back soon. ARGHHHH!!!) I am studying with the secondary 2 students in Xinghai school and they are all so adorable and cute and GODDAMN FUNNY. This kid beside Jingwen is like, super hilarious.

OMGBBQILU!!! I miss my childhood and the good old days when I am young and cute and nice. UGHHHHHHHHHH. So irritating ):

And the boy thinks Jingwen is married. HAHAHA. That is the funniest thing I've heard since my sister dressed herself up like a midwestern cowboy ;DD PLUSPLUS he even asked if Jingwen has a kid. That was damn spastic. Maybe he was just joking lah. But his whole ahem, facial expression seemed to tell otherwise. Moreover, he was giving her this very secretive smirk. Sort of like the, I-know-something-that-you-don't-know-but-I-know kind of smile. Hehe. Reminds me of my sister. Laaaaalaaaa~~~

I haven't posted for a very long time lah. I shall post some other day. I'm currently super duper uber hungry. I NEED FOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't use MSN ):
BYEBYE. Sayonara. Tada. Toodles.
I'm off to the moon.

skeletal

2008-11-25T19:48:00.000-08:00

life is quite good.

filled with talks about 宾宝，天宝，阿富，阿贵，大卫，阿旺，阿强，阿斗，shindong and park yongjun blahblahblahblah ......

very spastic. tstsk.

mint.

2008-11-16T15:44:00.000-08:00

I was sick for a couple of days. Went to hospital to take drips and some compressed air thing.

I want to go Nanjing and Suzhou.

camera

2008-11-02T15:41:00.001-08:00

MY CAMERA LENS REFUSE TO COME OUT.

I'M SO ANNOYED.

I'm dying.

stretching

2008-10-30T22:41:00.001-07:00

I am currently engaged in stretchings with Yangxi :) It is super duper uber useful and I can finally reach my feet for the first time since I quitted chinese dance in primary school. Oh, and Yangxi sat on me while I tried to do sit-and-reach. Anyone who needs a little help in pilates-like movements can consult Yangxi. Her sessions are very efficient :D

Anyway, got my results yesterday. My average is stuck at A2. 1 more miserable mark and I would have upgraded to A1----------------------------------------------

I AM SO IRRITATED.

And I have to do:
IH essay on globalization and the environment.
Language Arts exposition on the differences between Singapore and China
Maths revision exercise on trigonometry
Chemistry worksheet
Bio block test revision paper

All of the above is due in a week or less.

Why do I have to do all these when in fact, today is supposed to be my last day of school??!!!!

jaychou: in the name of father&twilight's chapter 7

2008-10-30T04:40:00.001-07:00

Jay Chou's new album is out :D

But I like these songs a lot. Weee.

jaychou

2008-10-30T04:40:00.000-07:00

Jay Chou's new album is out :D

But I like this song a lot. Weee.

ding!

2008-10-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

I love DBSK.

I love SUJU.

I love China.

I don't really like studying here.

SUJUSUJUSUJUSUJUSUJU <3

finally

2008-10-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

I have not blogged once since arriving in China on the 20th of September. My blog is practically dead. However, I might as well post today since my sleep is already disrupted anyway.

I was actually supposed to sleep early today. I packed early and showered early and finished everything ahead of time.

Then the laptop started going crazy and some weird Realplayer stuff started popping up whenever I use my internet explorer. I was so agitated I got Joey here to get rid of the god-knows-what-it-is.

Then after various virus scans and alotof complaining, I went to Amy's room to find Jingwen.

However, no virus was detected when I came back, and the pop ups were so frustrating, I removed the whole Realplayer program from the laptop. Until now, I have no idea what happened to my laptop pre-uninstalling-of-Realplayer.

I seriously suspect there is some kind of virus laying dormant somewhere. I shall stop caring for now :)

Mirotic is nice! Yangxi always has good recommendations ;D But the whole Xiah thing is well... I shall stop agitating Yangxi :) Nonethelss, I like Changmin (Or whatever his name is spelled as) <3

Anyway, I'm movng to Beijing tomorrow. I hope they provide nicer snacks than the Kacang Puteh from SIA -.-''' But the ice cream they give us on SIA is nice!! So nice and creamy and vanilla-ish and chocolate-y and wooooooooooooooo~~~

I will miss Shandong a lot :( Although I never really liked Shandong because it reminds me of the 东北大汉s from 水浒传, I think it is a quite a historical and beautiful place :)

We travelled a lot the past few days, but the places we went were all especially memorable :) 阿菁姐姐 and 刘师傅 are super duper uber friendly and nice and... 有知识!! 崔叔叔 and the 师傅 from Shanghai were very good to us too :) Maybe the next time I visit China, I will run into them. HAHA ;DD

I have not been copying notes these past few days. I must have accumulated quite a pile -.-

I sweared today. ICANTBELIEVEISWEARED!

OMG. Me and my humongous mouth.

this is...

2008-09-16T04:29:00.001-07:00

my mom refuse to let me pack my nice nice stretchy stretchy blue-ish cowboy (??) jeans. in the end, i am stuck with her puke coloured straight cut.

like wtf please -_-

plus, i have like a 1000 things unpacked. and i am bringing my sister's hello kitty pouch because my strawberry shortcake pouch is missing and i need a safe place to put my wallet, phone, etc. the best place is of course in front of the chest, thus the pouches.

and i'm going to bring that gay purple bag they gave it to us because i'm afraid they will prey on my nice nice bags.

this is so retarded.

i will go there looking like a 50 years old ah ma. -.-

i am kind of incoherent nowadays because my mind is in a mess and my brain does not seem to function well. how sad.

school.

2008-09-12T04:22:00.001-07:00

I borrowed the new Fujitsu from school. It is very uh, new?

Very nice!! :D

next saturday

2008-09-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

I'm flying next Saturday.

Will be going to a lot of places.

And stuck in the satellite school with some other students.

ahem.

I want to look like hyori.

Damn sexy can -_-

and marry a hot guy like jonny depp. hahahahaha.

-randoming-

i don't do retail therapy.

2008-09-04T01:55:00.000-07:00

I'm bored to tears at home.

A splitting migraine the size of Alaska is killing me.

I watched Korean Ghosts Stories (Otherwise known as Hometown legends) this morning. It was quite uh, interesting. Wasn't very scary though. I mean, how scary can a nine tailed fox get? -rolls eyes-

Quit Japanese.
Revise for the maths retest. How dumb.
Revise for redox quiz. Blah.
Revise for trigonometry quiz.
Prepare my luggage for the China trip. Honestly, I haven't prepared a thing.
Like, go and catch a movie or something. Maybe tomorrow? Hm.
Try to stay un-bored by watching Burnin' Up over and over and over again. HAHA.

Funny how my parents think I'm fat. Yet they keep telling me to eat more whenever we have a meal together. And I ALWAYS end up eating more than my mother because I am ALWAYS the one to polish off the leftover rice and vegetables. Sometimes I had to eat up all the red meat too. Except I hate red meat. I don't really like beef. Or pork. Or salmon. I hate salmon. Is salmon red meat too?

I want to get some yogurt. But I don't really have any money now.

Okay. I'll get some grapes.

2008-09-03T18:00:00.000-07:00

When I Grow Up - Pussycat Dolls

Boys call you sexy
And you don't care what they say
See everytime you turn around they screaming your name
Boys call you sexy
And you don't care what they say
See everytime you turn around they screaming your name

Now I've got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I'd do anything
Anything at all for them to notice me
But I aint complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You don't know what its like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
Cus see when I was younger I would say

When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

They use to tell me I was silly
Until I popped up on the t.v
I always wanted to be a superstar
And knew that singing songs would get me this far

But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You don't know what its like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
Cus see when I was younger I would say

When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

I see them staring at me
Oh im a trendsetter
Yes this is true cus what I do, no one can do it better
You can talk about me, cus im a hot topic
I see you watching me watching me and I know you want it

When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star,
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

courtesy of elyricsworld.com

china :D

2008-08-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

This are the list of stuff I have bought and is going to bring to the china trip:

3 jeans
2 sweatshirts.
hoodies
Lumix.
phone (duh)

The list if pathetic. I still need the followings:

laptop
a pair of leather boots
a lot of leg warmers :D
a scarf?
more hoodies?

But then again, I'm staying there for 3 months. I can buy everything there for all I care. The most important thing are the boots AND the laptop.

I will die without the laptop.

Going shopping tomorrow with mom.

My mom & I's most frequently visited shops:
Esprit
U2

We rarely shop elsewhere.
Apparently my father likes Esprit too. Hehe.

\@_@/

I WANT TO QUIT JAPANESE.
I'm tired of learning Japanese. I'm tired of worrying whether I have to take the EOYs or not.

This is very frustrating.

KXXXXX TXX

2008-08-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

This retard (KXXXX TXX) scolded yours truly yesterday.

I hope he enjoys his time in hell.

Didn't go back to primary school today. Maybe I should've gone. But who cares.

:D

admiralty

2008-08-27T16:13:00.000-07:00

Seems like everybody in class wants to go back to their primary school.
Actually, I don't really feel the need to go back.

10 years down the road, I will definitely want to visit Nanyang again.
But I won't say the same for Admiralty.

The feeling is so different. I love Nanyang. I love 308'08. Yayness.

I don't really love Admiralty. I don't really love my class. I like it enough but not much.
Plus, some teachers always pissed me off.

Not that the teachers in Nanyang do not piss me off on a day to day basis -.-

But I've grown to -ahem- tolerate them.
:D

Shit.
I have vaccination today and I forgot to bring my HEALTH BOOKLET!!!

strange

2008-08-27T03:17:00.001-07:00

I'm going to sue the bus company if I get molested one more time on 852.
Like, wtf.

I can understand why old men like to prey on young girls. Maybe they are deprived or something.

But I don't really understand why young men are so disgusting nowadays.

Do they enjoy putting their hands on my back so much???!!!

And then there are freak porn sites that pop out of nowhere.

#%!@#$^$%@&^%*&)(*_P#^$%&^(&*)_

-The above happened some time ago.

language arts lesson

2008-08-24T18:04:00.000-07:00

i'm currently in the library, trying to think of something up for the language arts essay that we have to complete by the end of this period.

but apparently i'm digressing.

eeyer. i hate language arts lesson!!!

\@_@/

i don't hate you.

2008-08-23T21:22:00.000-07:00

i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm damn bored lah. walao.

lol.

money.

2008-08-23T00:36:00.000-07:00

I owe a lot of people money.

I owe Amy $15. LOL. Amy is so nice about it.

I owe Wangyue god-knows-how-much money.

I owe the class fund $20.

...

And after 3 years, I still owe Kenny $17.
I seriously wonder when I am going to pay him back.

Maybe I shouldn't have exploited his kindheartedness in the first place -.-'''

AIYAH. I DON'T KNOW LAH.
I HAVE A LOT OF MONEY ISSUES RECENTLY.

baa

2008-08-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

I am supposed to be asleep by now.

Everyone knows that good girls sleep by 9.

BUT I am staying up late today to finish the final draft of my Chinese SIA ppt.

I am in a relatively relaxed/pissed/confused/irritated kind of mood.

I'm a very ironic person. HAHA.

I actually did well for the last chemistry quiz, though I have no idea how to do a SINGLE question, I actually managed to guess all the mcq questions correctly and completed the open ended ones based on instinct.

hehe.

S'PORE :D & turkey club

2008-08-15T04:41:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! Singapore has finally secured its first Olympic medal since the... stone age?

I AM DAMN EXCITED NOW :DDD

It was so nerve wrecking when I watched the match between Feng TW and the South Korean girl. The third match was such a close win ((: However, the Korean girl's efforts was also commendable :D She put on such a brave fight.

Well, I think Singapore will be pitting against CHINA for the Gold medal. Since it is pretty difficult for them to secure a win... Uh, I still hope them all the best. I really want CHINA to get a gold so that it can fulfill its dream of getting 45 golds <33>

The gymnastics was dazzling. I saw lots of beautiful girls with lots to give the judges and the audience. I especially liked Yang Yilin and Shawn Johnson. They were so good! But Shawn Johnson's teammate clinched a gold. Though I forgot what her name is... LOL. But she is damn pretty okay??!

Gymnasts are all so pretty and graceful.

<333>

I LOVE THE BEIJING OLYMPICS!!!

Anyway, 308'08 won the interclass debate today. They put on such an entertaining and educational show ((: And Shuting won the best speaker thing. HAHA. Congrats to everyone in the 308'08 debate team!!

Wangyue & I were like, getting entertained at the back of class 307. LALA~

:DDD

Then we went to the computer lab so that Jingwen can print her stuff. The computers auto-shut down and she couldn't print, but Mr. Chiang helped her. 8 pages!!! Haha. He was so kind ;DDD

I have been feeling good EVER SINCE I KNEW THAT I PASSED MY PHYSICS.

It was a real relief please. I nearly cried when Ms. Ang was walking around giving us back our practical worksheets during the quiz yesterday. I THOUGHT it was our test paper. My heart literally stopped.

Half way through the quiz, i realized my calculator was in the radian mode. LOL. But I think I lost 2 marks due to the fact that I forgot to put the degree sign and just left my answers to 3 sig. figs.

I FOUNDED THE 火鸡 CLUB TODAY. hehe.

physics

2008-08-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

i passed my physics by 1 mark!!

wow. i'm like, damn amazed right now. i had been worrying about my physics block test results since its completion. i was even more mortified when ms. ang said that there is someone getting 29. i was so goddamn WORRIED.

but luckily i passed my 60% i nearly died of anxiety please.

but to those taking physics, which is like, the 17 people in our miserably small class, LETS ALL JIAYOU OKAY?!

yada yada

2008-08-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

MY PARENTS ARE NAGGING ME ABOUT MY STUDIES AGAIN.

APPARENTLY THEY ARE VERY APPALLED WITH MY RESULTS.

OKAY, ACTUALLY, I MYSELF IS VERY APPALLED WITH MY RESULTS.

WTFG.

!!!

blogthings. haha.

2008-08-07T04:18:00.001-07:00

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a laid back person with rather low energy. You aren't lazy... you *are* sensitive and empathetic.

You are reserved and not very outgoing. You are deeply thoughtful and introspective. You have a lot of control over your actions and emotions.

You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.

You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

I have to say that the above is not entirely true.
I am not very meticulous, neither am i very detail oriented. but my hand writing does look somewhat alike. I know it is totally squiggly. But i like it. HAHA.

:D I'm feeling very bored today.

You Are The Chariot

You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory.

You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally.

You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path.

In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward.

Your fortune:

There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others.

You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces.

You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong.

You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are Immature

You are a big baby living in the body of an adult.

And although people may think your pajamas all day routine is cute, it gets old pretty fast!

Are You Immature?

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1950s Pinup

What Retro Girl Are You?

OKAY... hahaha

lala :D

2008-08-02T22:23:00.000-07:00

1. The person who passed you this quiz is WANGYUE!~
2. Your relationship with him/her is... classmate (:
3. Your 5 impressions of her... hilarious, entertaining, friendly, helpful, amitabha-ish :DD
4. The most memorable thing she has done for you... tolerate all my amitabha foolishness?
5. The most memorable words she has said to you... not sure -.- erm, "不要再写'amitabha'和'我是佛祖派来的了'?"
6. If she becomes your lover, you will... I'll die laughing my ass off.
7. If she becomes your lover, things she should improve on... I don't know.
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will... sad T.T
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be... writing a lot of 'amitabha' and '我是佛祖派来的了' and "save the earth" and drawing a dozen ugly looking mother earth on her stationary.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is... write more stuff on her stationary ((:
11. Your overall impression of her is... entertaining.
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? weird? -.-
13. The characteristics you love about yourself are... happy :D
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are... fat and shapeless and brainless. totally.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is...... Angelina Jolie! Okay, i'll leave that role to Jingwen, since she loooves Brad pitt (Wink wink)
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them... I love you too!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. ytene!
2. yimeng!
3.wangyue!
4.jingwen!
5.lingxuan!
6.shiqi!
7.camelia!
8. jiali!
9.yiqiong!
10.wanda!

18.Who is no.6(shiqi) having a relationship with at the moment? JT. Except he is getting married to ehem, you-know-who Biels.

19. Is no.9 (yiqiong) a male or female? a girl.

20. If no.7 (camelia) and 10(wanda) are together, will it be a good thing? i'll pity wanda.

21. How about no.8 (jiali) and 5 (lingxuan)? i don't know, they are ALL girls. hello.

22. What is no.2 (yimeng) studying? hehe. uh, same as yours truly :D

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (wangyue)? friday? friday! :D but then again, we talk almost everyday. lol.

24. What kind of music band does no.8 (jiali) like? she likes rock i think. linkin' park and michael jackson and eminem.

26. Will you woo no.3(wangyue) ? ...not likely (:

27. How about no.7 (camelia)? haha. funny but no.

28. Is no.4 (jingwen) single? she <3 brad pitt.

30. What is the hobby of no.4(jingwen)? talking about how she loves brad pitt.

31. Do no.5(lingxuan) and 9(yiqiong) get along well? should be lah. both of them so smart and sisterly.

32. Where is no.2 (yimeng) studying at? NYGH!

33. Say something casually about no.1(ytene). really, uh, mug.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (jiali)? no lah.

35. Where does no.9 (laozhe) live at? somewhere.

36. What colour does no.4(jingwen) like? any colour that brad pitt likes.

37. Are no.5(lingxuan) and 1(ytene) best friends? you can say that i guess.

38. Does no.7(camelia) like no.2 (yimeng)? DOTS -.-

39. How do you get to know no.2(yimeng) ? jap class :D

40. Does no.1 have any pets (ytene)? she'll probably kill the pet please.

41. Is no.7(camelia) the sexiest girl in the world? self proclaimed guy?

42. Do you think its possible if no.4(jingwen) and no.5(lingxuan) date each other? haha. then they will be talking about god-knows-what-choir-stuff?

43. Say something more about no.6(shiqi) ... funny :)

44. what is your relationship with no.9 (yiqiong) ... cousin :D

45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.

1.ytene: adps, nygh :D

2.yimeng: rps, nygh (:

3.wang yue: lhps (??), nygh

4.jingwen: jps, nygh :D

5. lingxuan: dqps, nygh :)

6. shiqi: rps, nygh :)

7.camelia: chij, nygh :)

8.jiali, xxps (LOL), nygh

9.yiqiong: xxxx, yyyy (...)

10.wanda: rps (rosyth), nygh :P

46. What would you do if no.10 (wanda)hates you? uh, no more guides cookies?

47. Which of the following are in a relationship? jingwen. with brad pitt.

48. How did you first meet no.3 (tong)? 308'08

49. How would you react if no.3 (wangyue) and no.10 (wanda) are together? uh, WW. haha. the WW pair.

50. Last question! What would you do if no.4 (jingwen) tells you she(he) is pregnant? laugh my ass off.

***

interests

2008-08-02T19:00:00.000-07:00

I have acquired two new loves: The Chinese Singer, Alan, and the Korean Manhwa, The bride of the water god.

Alan is a great singer. The first time I heard her sing was when I was watching MTV Asia. Although the song was in Japanese, I kind of suspect that she is a Chinese. After all, her singing technique sounded a little like Leena when she is singing 青藏高原, what with all the super duper high notes and shrill (but nice, okay) voice. So I thought, hey, maybe this girl is a Chinese. So I googled her. And she IS indeed a Chinese, which is totally cool right? I don't think any Japanese singer can sing like she does. I mean, a lot of Japanese singers can sing well, but most of them can't hit high notes. I don't know. Maybe because they are islanders, so they don't really have huge lung capacity? Okay, I am being so discriminatory here. But then again, it is quite true. A Tibetan like Alan can hit very, very high notes easily. But it sounds very unique. Japanese singers who can hit high notes, like Amuro Namie, have a rich voice and volume (This is like some hair product advertisement), which is so different from Alan, because Alan's voice is very 高吭, so I think you can easily distinguish her from the crowd. Plus, she is the singer who sang the Red Cliff theme song! The songs she sang are all very melodious and powerful :)

The bride of the water god is a Korean manhwa. I suspect that the author based it on a Chinese legend because the names in the Manhwa is very similar to Chinese fictional characters. Like Habaek sounds like 河伯, as Hooye to 后翼 (Plus, Hooye is the best archer), Suh-wang mo to 西王母, and Nakbin to 洛冰. I think it is very cool of the author to base the Manhwa on Chinese legends and stuff, but sometimes I find it kind of irritating that she should use these Chinese characters without first knowing their respective stories. I'm not sure. But of course, she might not be using the Chinese legends as a basis at all, but the Manhwa really bore many similarities. I know that many people nowadays like to make use of Chinese entities in their own creations, but then sometimes, these Chinese characters/stories/blah blah blah turned out so wrong from what they originally were that I think they can easily mislead people of other cultures who does not understand what they truly meant. Which is sad, really. I'm not referring to the bride of the water god here, because I find this Manhwa very 赏心悦目and 养眼 :D

Goong (Manhwa of course) & EHB (SuJu ver.) are still at the top of my entertainment list!

i hate block tests

2008-07-31T06:00:00.000-07:00

i hate block tests, thats for sure.

hey gossip girl?

2008-07-25T21:44:00.000-07:00

We are all strangers with ourselves. I don't even think I understand myself that much.

During the trip to China, I will definitely do some self reflection, think about what I want to be when I grow up.

PRESENTATION X

2008-07-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

My poor toe suffered heavy injuries yesterday after a chair fell onto them. It was excruciatingly painful. I couldn't walk properly. And my left knee kind of twisted itself. So basically I was walking around with a limp all day.

Today, I fell down again. I was running to catch the damn 852 and slipped. I scrapped yet another knee.

Anyway, life is so boring nowadays. The block tests are coming and everyone is mugging like there is no tomorrow. It is so damn irritating please. I just can't find enough energy to revise like the rest. Like, the feeling you get when you can't be bothered to lift your ass off the chair? Yeah, that's how I feel now. Totally lazy.

I am starting to like chemistry nowadays. Not because it is easy to do, because it certainly is not. But I think it is my favorite subject of all the three sciences I've been taking. Physics is too weird for me - I can't seem to do dynamics or work and moments. And biology just gets on my nerves. It is a tiresome subject. Plus the assignments they give us are totally useless in helping us to understand the respective topics. I can't seem to ace a single practical worksheet. That has been my personal sore spot since year start.

I'm starting to hate Language Arts too. I have no idea why. Maybe because the syllabus is too tough? I could not understand unseen texts as well as I could before. I used to like Language Arts because it is fun. But right now, with so much workload and obligations, the Language Arts assignments just seem totally redundant. Truth be told, I find that it takes up a lot of my time.

Maths is okay. Miss Li Is cool.

Except I'll probably fail the coming maths block test. But whatever, I shall take one step at a time. I guess I can't really say much huh?

Okay, I shall go change my Blogskin.

it's a lie too

2008-07-07T01:32:00.000-07:00

I need to finish my trigonometry and graphs worksheet.

Of all the other topics in mathematics, I hate these two the most.

If I have the time, I would draft out a chart based on the maths topics I hate.

But of course, functions and relations would always top the chart.

Seriously, why would any sane person be thinking about f(x) or f inverse? Or composite functions and domains and range?

Yada Yada.

I still like maths better than IH though.

I hate IH. I HATE INTEGRATED HUMANITIES!

The thought of having to study conflicts and welfare and blah blah blah irks me to no end.

My goal is to get an A1 for maths this time.

THREE MONTHS TO SEPTEMBER AND I'LL BE FLYING OFF TO CHINA!
3 months will be a long time ;D

I hope the immersion program will earn me a lot of food and goodies.

goong

2008-06-29T03:36:00.000-07:00

Goong the manhwa series is a lot better than the drama version, Princess Hours.

The male lead, shin, is much hotter under the author's hands.

Uh, not that the actor is very ugly. I just thought that he looks better when he is not smiling... somehow, when he smiles, his face gets kind of...distorted?

But the characters aside, the manhwa is just so cute!!!

;D

on saturday

2008-06-19T23:10:00.001-07:00

Last Saturday was family day - a day when my father go all rar rar on the family.

Ever since my sister graced this grubby earth with her eternally foreboding presence, my father became this guy who suddenly was aware of the care and love around him. Once or twice in a month, he will get into one of those typical "I'm-a-family man-hear-me-roar" kind of mood. Not that it is a bad thing. Every weekend we will go to one of those parks and run. And sometimes, if he is in a particularly good mood, or one of the members in the family is in a particularly bad mood, he will bring us somewhere to shop.

So that was what happened on Saturday. We went to Vivo city. Nothing much happened though. We wanted to catch Kung Fu Panda, but all the time slots were full.

Then we walked from Vivo to Clementi, which was quite a feat. And then from Clementi, we took a bus to Causeway, ate dinner at Macdonald's, and watched Kung Fu Panda there.

It was pretty nice and all, except I couldn't get over the fact that they ended the fight between Po and Tai Lang so hurriedly. But whatever. I guess all family shows are like that.

I should seriously buy a new pair of jeans. Laa laa.

2008-06-17T17:59:00.000-07:00

uncensored

2008-06-14T22:46:00.001-07:00

que sera sera

2008-06-13T19:20:00.001-07:00

I LOST MY USB CABLE FOR MY MP4!!!

OMG!

SO NOW, I CANNOT CHARGE MY MP4, AND NEITHER CAN I READ MY FILES. WTF!!

AND A FREAKING YP T9 USB CABLE IS LIKE, $10++. I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE MONEY TO BUY!

Que sera sera:
When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

___________________________________________________

I think people who organize events should have one thing clear: The success and failure of an event is entirely up to YOU. Because YOU will be the one planning the event, and YOU will be the one overlooking it as well. So if it does not go according to whatever you have in your head, then what can I do? Soothe your mangled soul and rock you to bed? If you never made clear what was to be expected of us in the first place, then DON'T expect it to happen. You can complain about the attitudes and slip shot behavior all you want to. Because the truth is, life is a bitch. So get over it.

The post isn't really directed to any specific person. So if you want to speculate, speculate all you want to.

kiss me, kate

2008-06-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

Tong Meng
5 ft 6.

ambition at age 5: doctor. I guess that's every 5 years olds' dream huh.
ambition at age 10: fashion designer. i was really fascinated by the colorful blings and swirly cocktails.
ambition at age 12: a journalist.
ambition at age 13: air attendant. i don't know. i thought the kebaya was pretty neat and all.
ambition at age 15, part 1: a talent scout. hey, what can i say? i have an eye for talents! LOL.
ambition at age 15, part 2: a model. I figured that instead of discovering some unknown talents, why not discover myself? Hey, I will never know if I had some inner Tyra Banks!
ambition at age 16: probably some hot shot stuck up neurosurgeon.

ultimate vision in life: to get rich, stop feeding off my two uber annoying parents. Buy them a five star condo. Try not to be jealous of my sister's greatness. yada yada.

Ultimate mission in life: to bring justice and light to this world. Destroy all sources of evil.

collie and danny

2008-06-08T06:12:00.000-07:00

There were once a pair of lovers, a guy and a girl - they are NOT homosexuals- walking on the beaches of Singapore.

Girl with name Collie, guy with name Danny.

Sound like names of dogs eh...

And uh, the story goes on...

epiphany

2008-06-08T06:00:00.001-07:00

The term break is slowly coming to an end. Thinking back, I've really been nothing at home but slack.

On Monday, I'm going back to school to settle this whole Service Learning project briefing. Apparently I'm supposed to be this shark for the children's play. If I'm not participating in this whole weirdo kid play, I might have found it funny.

But really, who wants to be a goddamn SHARK?!

I mean, I could have settled for a narrator or something.

And really, why is our service learning project on kids?! I mean, kids are lively and all.

I have a 6 years old sibling at home, you know.

Then on Thursday, we are supposed to do the actual thing. Hang out with kids, be buddy buddy.
That'll be fun, I guess. I just hope that they don't annoy me. I don't really dislike kids. They are all adorable and cute and entertaining.

See, I have a whole bundle of joy and laughter and sunshine at home to accompany me till the day I die.

Her name is Tong Jing. -insert eye rolling here-

Yep. Welcome to my life - or the lack thereof.

ambivalent

2008-06-02T18:53:00.000-07:00

If I ever had the chance to stay in the United states, I'm going to try my luck in becoming one of those fur characters (You know, like Chip & Dale) and work in Disneyland.

Right now, I need to complete the following:

Chinese SIA presentation and final product
Physics SIA (I have no idea what it is about)
Biology SIA (As quoted from my beloved biology teacher, "Your report is worse than a secondary one product." Need I say more?)
Maths SIA (Well, this is relatively easy. All I have to do is to figure out the solutions to the four problems. Ha. Seriously, WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO DO AMES??! All I need to do is look at Euler's face and I can feel the weight of the book. AND I don't even remember getting a certificate for the completion of my Newton series last year.)
IH SIA. I don't particularly care about this one. Simply put, I hate integrated humanities. I don't understand why they feel the need to include this in the program. Can't they just offer us the option of choosing geography and History? That would be so much easier. I would definitely pick history (Who rather learn about meanders than the Tsarina's secret affairs?)
~~Trigonometry and Statistics homework.~~ That is a total of 30 pages for you. Kudos to those maths teachers, I will now be spending the rest of my life finishing off those sums.
Try and figure out a way of doing coordinate geometry without ripping my own head off. Although we learnt this topic like, five centuries ago, I still have the amazing ability to screw things up.
Complete Chinese book reviews. Yawn.
~~Chemistry assignment 13 to 16~~. That is like, A LOT.
IH Assignment!
REVISION!

Really, my teachers are so nice, they even wished me a happy holidays and asked me to rest well, so as to fully prepare ourselves for the upcoming block tests. That is like, very nice.

bsp camp

2008-05-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

i went back on the second night so i don't really have anything to say. but i think it was quite a well planned camp. at least there are tea breaks in between the talks.

i'm in group 3. again, i have nothing to say because there were not much interactions between the group members. lol.

the facilitators seemed to have a lot more fun than us.

i don't even know why i'm talking about the bsp camp.

-________________-

teen drama

2008-05-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
okay -_-

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
i like unknown singers

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
lol

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
lol

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
u like the oldies

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
thanks

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
I THINK I LEAD A VERY SAD LIFE

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
I'M LIKE, 15, AND ALL I WORRY ABOUT IS HOMEWORK, WOMEWORK, AND MORE HOMEWORK

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
WHILE OTHER GIRLS ACROSS THE GLOBE WORRY ABOUT BOYFREINDS, TOENAILS AND PROMS

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
-.-

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
LIKE WHAT THE FISH

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
relax

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
i feel the same way

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
OMGOMGOMGOMG

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
imlike. deprived.

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
IM NOT ONLY DEPRIVED. I FEEL AS IF I LEAD A HERMIT LIFE OR SOMETHING

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
ITS LIKE,why am i stuck here in singapore, slogging my way through homework and the girls in america get anorexia and break dance in school dance'

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
actl

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
not that i want to break dance or have anorexia

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
not simply sg

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
girls in neighbourhood schls

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
girls in better schls

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
as long as they are not in top schls

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
-censored-

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
-censored-

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
you know, like cheap spin offs of jenny doll

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
kind of low class. and speak rotten english. not that i speak good english. but whenever they act bitchy, they seem to spout crap in broken half slangs. which irritates me. -_____________-

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
IM DEPRIVED AND SAD

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
I MIGHT AS WELL JOIN A NUNNERY AND STAY THERE TILL I DIE

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
um

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
actl

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
i think they have more fun than us

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
at least they get to go out at night

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
they get to have sleepovers

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
they get to dress stylish

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
ly

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
yes, let us have sleepovers. and what do we talk about? mdm leong's new dress. yeah. like that would be fun

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
-.-

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
dorts

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
duno la

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
i feel that they lead more carefree life than us

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
we are like so stuck.

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
i will probably grow up to be a boring clerk

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
pls la

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
working from 9 till 5 in the afternoon

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
i tink i will get my first boyfren

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
like

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
i duno

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
then marry some siao singaporean husband

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
when i 20?

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
D:

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
and jump off the cavanagh bridge when i discovered he cheated on me

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
lol

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
then i will kill the mistress and castrate my husband and kill myself

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
such things dun happen in sg!

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
lol

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
im thinking ahead of myself

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
actually, my dream life is go to a good university

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
get rich

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
then spend them slowly away

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
-.-

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
my dream life is to lead a normal happy life

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
to get a boyfren like now, and spend a happy life w/o thinking of

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
exams

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
or hwk

·$[c=19] jiali. [/c]·0 says:
like every minute

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
even if i get a boyfriend, my mom will kill me and toss my ashes into the heartless wind

!Tong {DORM308'08} ;supercalifragilistickexpialidocious says:
thats my asian mother for you. welcome to my life -_______-

ophelia

2008-05-30T04:27:00.000-07:00

I have always wondered, if I loved a person as much, would I go mad like she did? Would I lose all my senses, and finally end my lonely life in the freezing riverbed?

It is such a morbid thought.

Ophelia, as drawn by John Everett Millais in 1852.
Credit: www.toffsworld.com/.../images/ophelia.jpg

a 5 star gateaway.

2008-05-26T03:30:00.000-07:00

PLEASE REMIND ME NEVER TO DO THE RETARDED THING OF JOINING THE BSP CAMP EVER AGAIN. I'M SERIOUSLY REGRETTING EVERY MINUTE OF MY BAD DECISION.

Although the camp have not yet started, I totally ABHOR the idea of attending it.

Chinese lie, Tibetans die.

2008-05-25T17:44:00.000-07:00

Needless to say, I was more than shocked when I saw the photo of a western woman (I refuse to name her race) holding up this placard which said, "Chinese lie, Tibetans die". As a Chinese myself, the humiliation I felt was beyond what words could describe.

I can't believe she actually has the audacity to call Chinese liars.

Did she not have common sense? By categorizing Chinese as "liars", she is passing a horribly biased judgment on the billions of people who occupies this earth. China alone boosts a population of Chinese that is estimated to be around 1.2 billion.

And I don't think all of them are liars.

I wonder what's up with the big hullabaloo over the Tibet issue. Of course, with some gains, there will also be losses. How do you expect Tibet to improve if there weren't some changes? Are young Tibetans ever satisfied with their living conditions? I don't really think the young generation wants to live in a place where there is not even accessible clean water. You can talk about human rights. But you can't compromise the rights of young Tibetans to get a future.

AND If people are really worried about human rights, shouldn't they be worrying about the monks in Myanmar, rather than the monks in Tibet??!

Really, I do understand that people are worrying about the rights of Tibetans, but do they have to go and lash out at Chinese every chance they have?

2008-05-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind's elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication

It's the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood
sells Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

[Chorus:]
First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It's Californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it's made in a Hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderon's not far away
It's Californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody's been there
and
I don't mean on vacation

[Chorus]

Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl's guitar
They're just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn't save the world
From Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you're craving

[chorus]

Californication by Red Hot Chilli Peppers.

I realised that I adore Madonna and Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Although they are kind of old and angsty for my age yeah (I guess I should be listening to the Jonas brothers), but whatever.

WHY IS EVERYONE SO FREAKING HUNG UP ABOUT THE ARENA??!

Okay, sorry, pardon me. Personally, I'm crazy about it too.

GOOD LUCK NANYANG!

I discovered that many ex classmates of mine are preparing for "O" levels next year. Suddenly, I feel as if I have been missing out on something.

2008-05-09T20:04:00.000-07:00

Do I have to change my name?
Will it get me far?
Should I lose some weight?
Am I gonna be a star?

I tried to be a boy, I tried to be a girl
I tried to be a mess, I tried to be the best
I guess I did it wrong, That's why I wrote this song
This type of modern life - Is it for me?
This type of modern life - Is it for free?

So I went in to a bar, looking for sympathy
A little company - I tried to find a friend
It's more easily said, it's always been the same
This type of modern life is not for me
This type of modern life is not for free

American life (American life)
I live the American dream (American dream)
You are the best thing I've seen
You are not just a dream (American life)

I tried to stay ahead, I tried to stay on top
I tried to play the part, but somehow I forgot
Just what I did it for and why I wanted more
This type of modern life - Is it for me?
This type of modern life - Is it for free?

Do I have to change my name? Will it get me far?
Should I lose some weight? Am I gonna be a star?

American life (American life)
I live the American dream (American dream)
You are the best thing I've seen
You are not just a dream (American life X2)

I tried to be a boy, tried to be a girl
tried to be a mess, tried to be the best
tried to find a friend, tried to stay ahead
I tried to stay on top ...

Do I have to change my name? Will it get me far?
Should I lose some weight? Am I gonna be a star?

I'm drinking a Soy latte,
I get a double shotte,
It goes through my body,
And you know I'm satisfied
I drive my Mini Cooper
And I'm feeling super-dooper
Yo they tell I'm a trooper
And you know I'm satisfied
I do yoga and Pilates
And the room is full of hotties
So I'm checking out the bodies
And you know I'm satisfied
I'm digging on the isotopes
This metaphysics shit is dope
And if all this can give me hope
You know I'm satisfied
I got a lawyer and a manager
An agent and a chef
Three nannies, an assistant
And a driver and a jet
A trainer and a butler
And a bodyguard or five
A gardener and a stylist
Do you think I'm satisfied?
I'd like to express my extreme point of view
I'm not Christian and I'm not a Jew
I'm just living out the American dream
And I just realised that nothing
Is what it seems

Do I have to change my name
Am I gonna be a star
Do I have to change my name

American life - Madonna

unlucky

2008-04-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

Monday

I ran the retarded 2.4 km with blisters on my feet. Needless to say, I was one of the slowest in class. Sigh. And then my blisters bled. It was totally revolting, by the way.
I had to do this Chinese composition on my opinions of love. I seriously do not know what to say, but it was horrible.
Then I came to realize that I have to pull a solo act for the PSL duty on Friday. Apparently I'm going to be the only PSL guarding the boarding room on that day, while the rest of my classmates can get away with being invigilators. WTF?! And Lingxuan gleefully reminded me that it is because ZZC put enough trust in me to let me do a one-man show. Why do I feel as if I have been conned??!
And then I got back my Language Arts paper. I passed and was mortified with my results.
I had to take the Japanese paper 1. It was an obvious failure.
I went back home with a heavy heart. Then when I walked out of my room, I slipped on the watery floor and landed on my hips. Right now, my hips are so painfully that I feel as if I don't own them anymore.

Tuesday

I missed the sabbaticals choosing. It was so traumatizing. The prospect of facing a very angry Mrs. Tieh drove me nuts.

Wednesday

I woke up with a painful back and a twisted neck.
I am broke and left with no money.
I lost my voice and could barely speak.
After a vigorous coughing session, I puked out what was left of my breakfast - a bar of Kit Kat chocolate.
Then I had to visit the sick bay. I was awed that they actually changed the bedsheets.
I skipped third language because my back was aching so much.
Then I bought a chocolate waffle and immediately regretted my choice.
After dinner, I puked out what was left of my dinner - a piece of waffle with double chocolate. Then I remembered that I can't take lactose or dairy product when I feel sick. The last time I drank milk on a romantic, cold morning, I immediately heaved and puked all over the toilet. It was such a sight to withhold.

pop!

2008-04-01T04:17:00.000-07:00

I swear I am going to finish Pretty in Pink and Breakfast at Tiffany's by this month.

Of course, it is yet another unattainable dream.

But ANYWAYS, I realized that my juniors are a very cute and funny lot of people. Their cheers for the C'Div were so funny that I nearly choked.

And Ling Han was very hilarious when she taught them the ostrich/chicken dance. I seriously wondered if she practiced it at home with her sister.

I'm in love with Inuyasha and Ranma 1/2 ;D They are damn nice okay?! I think the authoress is so damn talented. Life is so unfair.

I think I'm quite a meanie nowadays. From now on, I vow to change my ways.

;DD

Signed off, Tong.

pretty in pink

2008-03-31T04:25:00.000-07:00

I wonder if it is because she thinks she is too ugly in person, that she had to blur the whole damn photo?

I can't see a single thing except for two great slits for her eyes.

WTF.

And anyway, I think I'm going to get back my stupid physics paper.

I'm very bored nowadays. I can't even download a proper song.

Hm.

BLOCK TEST

2008-03-20T18:32:00.000-07:00

I hate Block Tests.

Chinese
Chinese was supposed to be the subject that pulls my average mark up. However, after I have gone through the trauma of taking the recent Chinese Block Test, I have this feeling that things are not going as it was planned... The stupid 郎朗 comprehension totally freaked me out okay!! I spent like 1 hour doing that damn comprehension??! And I don't even know if my answers are correct. WTF. The whole paper was 2 hours long, I don't even know how I've managed to get pass the ordeal. The whole format was like an exact copy of EOYS. And the whole Block Test thing made me so nervous and kiasu and cranky and annoyed.

Hello. I thought the whole thing was like, to lessen our Common Test load? But NO, I ended up spending my whole March holidays mugging for stupid tests which I am bound for failure. Moreover, I am depending on my CAs and SIAs to pass secondary 3, since I'm not taking EOYs this year.

Which is not cool at all. I rather MUG for EOYS then to have all my hopes pinned on the 2 stupid Block Test and the SIAs (Which, apparently, aren't going very well...).

I want to die right now. Somebody kill me please.

WHY DIDN'T I FARE WELL IN A STUPID CHINESE TEST!!

Biology
If Chinese was bad, Biology was even worse. The MCQ was hard, the open ended questions was weird and unclear, and the Essay Question was...

To sum it all up, I flunked my Biology too.

To think that I used to like it.

Well, not anymore.

Maths
Surprisingly, Maths was okay. But I'm a goner for those 1 and 2-marks questions. I thought they were supposed to be SIMPLE??! And I'm so careless, I won't be surprised if I flunked the whole thing too.

Chemistry
Chemistry was okay too. However, I didn't do very well in those chemical equations questions. And I didn't really explain my answers clearly. So whatever.

I'm hoping to get an 80% for Chinese, Maths and Chemistry. And 75% for Biology.

The expectations are a little high.

But a girl can dream.

LIFE'S TALL STORY

2008-03-13T20:29:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to say.

Why are so many people so goddamn FAKE?!

NOTES

2008-03-10T22:05:00.000-07:00

Things to be done by tomorrow:

The OBS reflective essay. I have actually finished it, but I have exceeded the word limit by like, a freaking 500 words. So I better do some thorough editing.
The comprehension. No matter how much I try to change my way of words, the stupid summary still sounds moronic.
Two Chinese book reports. I think I will be searching the net again. LOL.
Complete the first five chapters of the maths revision exercise booklet. I don't think I am going to excel in similarity and congruency... The retarded circle properties is driving me nuts too. Who thought up of all those theorems anyway? Talk about ways to torture oneself...
Chemistry worksheet 7.
Physics Assignment 2.3.

Things to be done on Wednesday:

Chemistry supplementary class from 9 to 10.
Finish up the maths revision exercise booklet.
Finish up physics assignment 2.3.
Revise chemistry and physics.

Things to be done on Thursday:

Revise chemistry and physics in the morning.
Revise (or rather LEARN) biology in the afternoon.
Revise maths at night. Or preferably, watch TV.

Things to be done on Friday:

Revise chemistry and physics in the morning.
Revise biology in the afternoon.

Things to be done on Saturday:

Revise Japanese.

Things to be done on Sunday:

Revise IH. Bleh.

school

2008-03-09T18:38:00.000-07:00

I totally hate doing Language Arts.

If I were to choose between completing 3 physics worksheets and 1 composition, I think I will definitely choose to do physics.

I mean, how difficult can it be? Just quote the formula and substitute everything in. If not, I can always call someone.

But composition writing is different. It is not like I can copy from some modal essay. I have to rack my brain to think up of a half decent idea and go through the tiresome process of crafting my plot and whatnot. In other words, writing essays KILLS ME.

I'm not sure if I have said that I liked English before. Because right now, it is a totally hateful subject. I can't stand unseen prose. I can't stand comprehension. Worst of all, I HATE essays. And I definitely, positively HATE reflective essay. Who came up with the idea of reflective essay anyway? Why can't I just write a short reflection and not care about my grammar and tenses?

WHY. WHY? WHY!!!

Oh, I don't like IH too. I do admit that I used to like history and geography. But that was before mu humanities results took a prompt turn for the worst and hit rock bottom. That was before some national tracker decided to be funny and tried to teach my class godforsaken GEOGRAPHY. That was BEFORE I missed the passing mark for history by ONE retarded point for last year's EOYs.

And that was before. Need I say more?

Right now, I think all subjects which needs to write a lot, SUCKS. Which means biology included. And anyway, what is wrong with biology? I thought it was supposed to be sugar-and-spice-and-everything-nice. But NO. It is difficult and complicated and it messes up my brain. I thought that it was all about memorizing stuff and regurgitating everything onto your exam sheets. Okay, it is an exaggeration. So what. Right now, I can't even get my facts right. I don't get the whole nutrients topic like, at all. What fats and carbohydrates? What proteins and enzymes? They are totally driving me crazy.

You just know it from the way I am talking now.

I should seriously take a break and start practicing the violin.

ZZZ.

zero

2008-03-09T18:17:00.000-07:00

i seriously don't know how in the world i am going to explain the significant zero i have scored for my chemistry quiz. although he knew about it, but... sigh.

anyway, my progress report is out!

Mrs. Lai
Tong Meng is a very responsible Chemistry representative. (Thanks a lot Mrs. Lai! I thought I was pretty responsible too! ;D)

Mr. Tan
Neat and systematic working shown in her assignment worksheets. Keep it up! (Thanks a lot too! I hope the maths test is easy!)

Apparently I have only put up the good ones. LOL.

I want to work harder for the next term. Jiayou!

OBS

2008-03-07T02:20:00.001-08:00

First day

I never really thought that I could actually make it through the kayaking session. Since the activity took place on sea, I was extremely nervous to take part in it. I thought the part about the capsizing and TX rescue was especially memorable. Actually, I need not have to capsize on that day, but then Steph's kayak could not capsize, so I ended up capsizing along with Stella, and Steph's group had to render TX rescure on us. It was a pretty exciting experience, what with all the salty water going into my mouth and the amount of time I had to spend in the dirty Singapore sea. We tried so hard to get back into the kayak, but we still had to take a long time before I can finally climb up the kayak. I think I owe a lot to Steph, Huicong and Stella for the help they gave me. If not for them, I would have probably drowned in that stretch of black coloured sea.

Second day

The second day was the mini sea expedition. It was an expedition that really tested my endurance and strength. I never really liked to be involved in any activities that take place on sea. So I was quite reluctant to do the mini sea expedition. moreover, I knew that we would probably end up in some totally uncivilized place, so I was not looking forward to the trip at all. I knew it was stupid of me, but any water activities just put me on the edge.

Stella was a really nice kayaking partner. She not only tolerated all of my whining an complains, she also guided us to the safety of the harbor. I was totally confused about the kayaking techniques, so Stella and I were the pair that was lagging behind the rest. The instructors had to keep on reminding us and guiding us in order to hurry us up to the rest of the group. Ling Han and Yiping also had to kayak slowly behind us because they were the sweepers. I should never be so clueless about such important things like learning how to kayak properly.

And then finally, we managed to reach the campsite. Seriously speaking, I was so shocked to see the campsite. It was so... bare and rural and simple that my eyes nearly popped out. Of course, I didn't knew that our next campsite would be 10 times as worse as this campsite. At least, this campsite had enough tall grasses and stones to let us pee and pitch our tents. Haha.

At night, we had to do night duty. I was like, perched on this rotting log and looking out at the sea, trying to figure out a way to get out of "the darn hellhole" and go back to Singapore. At first, I considered posing as a illegal immigrant and swim back to Singapore and let the marine guards catch me. Then, I realized that I can't swim at all, and the only two ways I can do it is to wear the life vessel and float back, or to kayak back. Of course, the plan was so moronic, I want to laugh at my own ridiculousness.

Then, while I was dreaming away about Singapore mainland, Indian music started to play behind me. My watch mates and I was totally freaked out by that out of the world disco music. And what's more, it is in Tamil. I couldn't understand a word of the song. At one point, I thought it was ghost music or something. I was not only grossed out of my mind that night, I was also scared out of my wits...

Third day

If the mini sea expedition was bad, the true sea expedition was even worse. I kayaked for almost 4 hours. There was barely any breaks in between, and I felt as if my arms are in a constant, monotonous motion. It was a long, tough and grueling journey. The weather was fine at first, but after we reached Cek Jawak, I started to feel tired and irritated. Because we were in open sea, I had to pull through the waves and wind in a vehicle I totally could not trust. Stella and I was mjush better in kayaking this time. n fact, we were always one of the first few who kayaked in front of the rest. I was pretty proud of that.

However, the kayaking was really exhausting. During the later part of the journey, the clouds began to gather and it slowly started to rain. At first, I thought it was still okay, because it was only a light drizzle. I was only kind of worried that the currents might hit us into the fences, and both Stella and I would drown. But it looks like I was thinking too ,much, because soon it began to rain heavily, and I was so concentrated in getting into the right position for the kayak, I began to worry more about capsizing there and then in the sea. I totally thought that I was going to die in the sea. And I was kind of motivated by that thought, because the last thing I want to do is to die in the sea that separates Malaysia and Singapore. It would be so unromantic.

Then, we finally reached the campsite. I really don't know how to describe it. I should say that it was quite similar to the previous campsite, but because of the rain, the whole place looked like a large piece of land filled with mud and trees. I was sticky and wt and dirty, and whad to ensure a night in a place that is in a far worse condition.

However, the quarry was very nice. It was a serene and beautiful place, and I never really thought that I could see this kind of thing in Pulau Ubin. Before the quarry, the image of Pulau Ubin was a place which is brown and not very nice and completely rural. However, the quarry was really nice, and I liked it a lot.

Fourth day

The morning of the fourth day was my worst nightmare. I was barely awake when the watch mates woke me up, and I had to unpitch the stupid tents and try to keep them in a proper. Truthfully speaking, I thought the whole tent thing made me really cranky and spiteful. I find the unpitching tents very troublesome. But I managed to keep the tent in the end, with the help of Stella.

Then, after our breakfast, it started to rain again. I was wet and dirty once again, and I do not like it one bit. I forced myself into the muddy poncho, and was made to carry the haversack so that we could hike to a safer place to avoid category one. I thought the short hike was totally horrible. the haversack was so heavy, and the three water bottles and walking stick pulled me down even more. Although Ling Han and gang was trying to bring up the mood at the back, I was wallowing in my own sorrow in front, and was sobbing and crying the whole time. Every time I walked a step, I could feel the pain in my back and the soreness on my shoulders, and my tears would start welling up all over again. But I was so embarrassed by my own weakness, I forced myself to sing along with the rest of the watch. I thought it must have been a hilarious scene for the people who saw it. Huh.

We reached the shelter some times later. I was kind of pissed that I walked so long for a stupid shelter that was so small, Marco Polo and Nila Utama had to squeeze in order to be sheltered by the rain. But I didn't really mind, because we finally found a place to rest.

Then, after about 21 and a half hours, we had to start the land expedition. At first, I was quite depressed. I traded my bag with Stella's, and it was really heavy. However, I am proud to say that I walked on and did my best to keep my composure. HAHAH! Then, some time in during the trekking, I started to walk with Lin Han and Elizabeth and Shuting. And I found Elizabeth's conversation with Shuting so funny, I started to laugh. In the end, I walked with them all the way, and found myself enjoying the hike a little bit more.

When we finally arrived back at camp 2, I was so relieved with joy. I could finally bathe and eat a proper dinner! Although the toilets are kind of dirty and there was poo in one of the cubicles and the sight of it totally disgusted me, I still enjoyed the night. The dinner was also very fun and I found myself liking the whole course. Maybe it was the relief, but I enjoyed the night nonetheless.

During the night, I was in a half awake situation. I started to feel that my feet is turning really cold, and I can't help but put my feet up on Stella's legs. I'm not sure if 'm dreaming, but it did make my feet a little warmer. Although now that I think of it, if I really had put my feet up on Stella's, I think Stella must have felt totally grossed out. After all, my feet is smelly and dirty.

Fifth day

I did not do the jetty jump, but I didn't really mind. I don't have anything decent to wear back to school, and I didn't want to wear the wet shoes again, so I was pretty relieved that my watch do not have to do the jetty jumping.

I also find myself missing the OBS course as the morning progresses on. It was quite ironic, considering the fact that I was dying to go home just a day ago. I began to appreciate the programs, and I am especially proud that I actually stayed in camp 2, where the facilities are not as good as camp 1. If I stayed in camp 1, I might not have felt the appreciation and accomplishment as much.

As a commitment, I also told the whole watch that I am going to pass my maths test. Now that I think of it, I find it kind of dumb. Maybe I should have committed myself to achieving A1s, since it will probably motovate me even more. But whatever, the thing is over now.

Iam kind of tired right now. I shall eat my grapes and talk tomorrow. YAY.

merry christmas, mr. lawrence.

2008-03-01T20:34:00.000-08:00

You will like this. Trust me.

As much as I like the tour version(I'm always partial to string instruments), I can't find that damn code. So yeah, here is Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence for you.

I find myself obsessing over this sort of music. Hmph.

LALALA

2008-02-26T03:01:00.000-08:00

As inspired by Ytene, aka crazy frog and ah niu, I have decided to change my blogskin!

I think it is nice to have Ytene around, as quoted by her, "We have similar frequencies."

LOL.

In chaos

2008-02-21T03:06:00.000-08:00

I scored a zero for my latest chemistry quiz.

I scored only two for my latest physics quiz.

I only only six for my latest maths quiz.

I scored only six for my latest biology practical test.

I think I'm failing everything.

I don't think I am getting anything.

This is very irritating. And retarded.
And according to my language arts teacher, retardation should be avoided at all cost.

I swear, if I do not ace my upcoming chemistry quiz, I shall not eat for three days.

P.S I bet I failed my Japanese CA1 too. Shit.

I am sorry for the hypocrisy.

I hate myself.
But maybe I should hate you more.

Maybe I should forgive you.
But I won't be able to forgive myself.

:D
I love HONEYSTARS!

IlovemeBLOG

2008-02-18T01:44:00.000-08:00

This blog has been with me since 2006.

Let us celebrate ;D

GO THIS WAY

2008-01-23T03:43:00.001-08:00

I am damn irritated right now.

PSH.

Moderation

2008-01-22T01:23:00.000-08:00

Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Franklin P. Jones

homework load.

2008-01-21T02:58:00.000-08:00

There is a number of things that I must finish by this week:

To finish final draft for the Language Arts Event organization SIA proposal.
To finish the first draft of the physics SIA proposal.
To complete the second half of the biology SIA proposal.
To start doing research on the Chinese SIA. Start finding love stories!
To prepare for the IH open book test.
To prepare for the maths quiz.
to prepare physics worksheets.
To read Biology Matters, especially the chapters on cells and cell functions.
to read Chemistry Matters, especially the chapters on cell diffusion and the kinetic theory.
To revise Japanese.

school

2008-01-21T02:52:00.000-08:00

I am looking forward to flying to China this year!